Dear Christopher,
Good afternoon, sunshine! I hope you are having a good day! This is the first day that I haven't been with you at one point or another in 4 days. I know I seem nuts, but after getting spoiled with all of the time that I spent with you this weekend, I feel so deprived! I had so much fun this weekend, and although the Seahawks aren't your favorite team, I really appreciate you pretending that they were, for at least a day:) I've been asking you over and over and over for a week if you have got my letter yet, and I get more and more sad every time you say that you didn't get it, because it was the best letter and drawing in the whole world. However, I can't wait until you come back for at least a few days and so we can do snowboarding:) Speaking of snowboarding, I'm still so hurt that you found your gift not even 6 HOURS after I bought it and put it in your basement. Remember when you first taught me how to snowboard?? I was so nervous to look stupid in front of you that I just stood there for a long time before I even put the snowboard on my right foot! But you were so patient with me and barely even laughed at me, at least not while I was looking :) And you didn't teach me how to turn right! But, you were very patient with me even when I wanted to give up right then and there.
Thank you for that, by the way.
How is my day going?
Oh gosh, its been the longest day in history. I just want to go home and sleep and eat and snuggle with my little fluff ball! I just can't wait until graduation and senior week and summer and freshman year of college. It seems like it is taking forever to get here but I know that the time is going to fly by and next thing I know I'll be trying out for softball, having my last senior night, moving into college, going to your graduation, playing my last softball game basically ever, and then graduating college and then I'll literally be on my own..... How scary does that sound?!? Well I guess I'll just roll with the punches:)
I hope you are having a wonderful day, Shake.
You are a beautiful person inside and out, Mr.Armstrong.
MWAHHHHHHHH! xoxo
Tuesday, December 17, 2013
Thursday, December 12, 2013
The Twelfth of December 2013
Dear Christopher,
Today, I just want you to know how much I love you, although I say it all of the time. I set you a letter in the mail, even though I didn’t keep it a secret like i originally planned. I hope it gets there today or before you leave tomorrow! God, I can’t wait to go to the game on Sunday with you and my dad, I still can’t believe that he bought those tickets haha. Remember the last time we went to a football game together. That was one hell of a night. Im still embarrassed that we were only dating a month and you had to meet my drug head of a sister. Although, she did make the Raven’s game memory that much better! We played babysitter that night, making sure she was cheering for the right team and not getting her ass kicked ( “PUT THAT TOWEL DOWN” *in slurred voice*). You even got a little frisky on the way home! haha. My dad and I swore after that freezing ass game that we would never go to another one because we had a better seat and view in our living room, yet.......here we are, packing up jackets and hats to drag our asses out to a game in New Jersey the day after a winter weather storm, but I guess its worth it!
I wonder what they’ll have to say about my jaw when they can’t get it open wide enough to work on it at my orthodontist appointment, and no, you don't have to make a comment on that!! :) Your sexual mind is one of the reasons that you are so damn funny haha. Sometimes I get so angry because I can’t stay angry at you. You always make a joke or snuggle up to me and say exactly what I want to hear. How do you do that? Also, while i’m at it i’m going to have to ask how you managed to make me fall in love with you over and over and over again? I’ll have to say that you are pretty perfect and no two days with you are ever the same.
And we’ll have many many more days to see if that pattern continues. :)
How was my day?
Okay, as per the norm I suck at waking up in the morning because I stay up all night on twitter, or watching TV, or talking to you. Although the last one is my favorite. I had a series of VIOLENT sneezes today it makes no sense! I’m still waiting to hear if you got my letter or not yet and still filling with anxiety to see if i got the scholarship for Coppin (tomorrow i’ll blog to you all about Coppin!). If i do get ityou can have my laptop, since you have awfully bad luck with people stealing things. I have an or orthodontist appointment soon, I’m not sure why I am writing so early in the morning, but i’m sure i’ll tell you all about my day tonight after you work :)
I love you so much!
I hope you are sleeping good and wake up soon Googliebear!
MAAHHHHHHH!
Today, I just want you to know how much I love you, although I say it all of the time. I set you a letter in the mail, even though I didn’t keep it a secret like i originally planned. I hope it gets there today or before you leave tomorrow! God, I can’t wait to go to the game on Sunday with you and my dad, I still can’t believe that he bought those tickets haha. Remember the last time we went to a football game together. That was one hell of a night. Im still embarrassed that we were only dating a month and you had to meet my drug head of a sister. Although, she did make the Raven’s game memory that much better! We played babysitter that night, making sure she was cheering for the right team and not getting her ass kicked ( “PUT THAT TOWEL DOWN” *in slurred voice*). You even got a little frisky on the way home! haha. My dad and I swore after that freezing ass game that we would never go to another one because we had a better seat and view in our living room, yet.......here we are, packing up jackets and hats to drag our asses out to a game in New Jersey the day after a winter weather storm, but I guess its worth it!
I wonder what they’ll have to say about my jaw when they can’t get it open wide enough to work on it at my orthodontist appointment, and no, you don't have to make a comment on that!! :) Your sexual mind is one of the reasons that you are so damn funny haha. Sometimes I get so angry because I can’t stay angry at you. You always make a joke or snuggle up to me and say exactly what I want to hear. How do you do that? Also, while i’m at it i’m going to have to ask how you managed to make me fall in love with you over and over and over again? I’ll have to say that you are pretty perfect and no two days with you are ever the same.
And we’ll have many many more days to see if that pattern continues. :)
How was my day?
Okay, as per the norm I suck at waking up in the morning because I stay up all night on twitter, or watching TV, or talking to you. Although the last one is my favorite. I had a series of VIOLENT sneezes today it makes no sense! I’m still waiting to hear if you got my letter or not yet and still filling with anxiety to see if i got the scholarship for Coppin (tomorrow i’ll blog to you all about Coppin!). If i do get ityou can have my laptop, since you have awfully bad luck with people stealing things. I have an or orthodontist appointment soon, I’m not sure why I am writing so early in the morning, but i’m sure i’ll tell you all about my day tonight after you work :)
I love you so much!
I hope you are sleeping good and wake up soon Googliebear!
MAAHHHHHHH!
Wednesday, December 11, 2013
The Eleventh of December 2013
Dear Christopher,
This is weird, I haven’t written to you anonymously in a long time. I used to have a different blog for you, but I decided it needed a fresh start. I can honestly say that today I feel closer to you than ever before, we have been dating for over three years, been to Hell and back, taken a break, and now that we are together, I wouldn’t have wanted it to play out any other way. I’ll have to admit that sometimes, when i’m sitting here alone trying to fall asleep in your spot on my bed, or absentmindedly watching TV, I get scared. I’m so afraid of losing you in the abrupt way that you were ripped from me before that i’m almost paranoid. I’m getting better, trusting you more and more everyday, and it feels so good. You honestly make me the best me.
I dont know if i’ve ever said this, but I am very proud of you. You have become such an amazing person and I am thrilled that I was able to watch you grow in the over three years that I have been able to be blessed with you in my life. Even though I complain about it sometimes, I love when you get protective and jealous over me. That more than anything makes me realize how truly afraid you are for another guy to catch my attention. However, I want you to know that no guy could ever capture my attention quite like you. Do you remember when we first started talking. I do, like it was almost yesterday. You had those goofy ass blue and yellow laces tied like checkerboards on your ....black? nike shoes. Looking back now, you looked ridiculous, but boy did I love it. And when you asked me to wear your jersey you better believe that I was the happiest person on this whole entire planet. I loved the attention of everyone asking me “Who’s jersey is that?!” and I loved being able to proudly respond “Chris Armstrong!”. I’m serious, I don’t think I stopped smiling that entire Friday.
So, I guess that’s the day that I first started falling for you.
So how was my day?
It was a half day at school, so that was a good start. It was horribly boring, however, but that’s always the case. Is it sad to say that I wish my teachers gave me more work? I just sit around class all day and I have nothing to do and it makes school just DRAG on. I think the only thing pulling me through this week is the fact that I get to see you this weekend. I absolutely cannot wait for you to be back in your spot on my bed and body is back in its spot right up against yours. I wish I could be married to and living with you, starting our family and life together right now, but I know that we’ll get there eventually, and we’ll have forever to live it out.
I hope your day was amazing.
Sleep good tonight Googliebear.
MAHHHHHHHHHH!
This is weird, I haven’t written to you anonymously in a long time. I used to have a different blog for you, but I decided it needed a fresh start. I can honestly say that today I feel closer to you than ever before, we have been dating for over three years, been to Hell and back, taken a break, and now that we are together, I wouldn’t have wanted it to play out any other way. I’ll have to admit that sometimes, when i’m sitting here alone trying to fall asleep in your spot on my bed, or absentmindedly watching TV, I get scared. I’m so afraid of losing you in the abrupt way that you were ripped from me before that i’m almost paranoid. I’m getting better, trusting you more and more everyday, and it feels so good. You honestly make me the best me.
I dont know if i’ve ever said this, but I am very proud of you. You have become such an amazing person and I am thrilled that I was able to watch you grow in the over three years that I have been able to be blessed with you in my life. Even though I complain about it sometimes, I love when you get protective and jealous over me. That more than anything makes me realize how truly afraid you are for another guy to catch my attention. However, I want you to know that no guy could ever capture my attention quite like you. Do you remember when we first started talking. I do, like it was almost yesterday. You had those goofy ass blue and yellow laces tied like checkerboards on your ....black? nike shoes. Looking back now, you looked ridiculous, but boy did I love it. And when you asked me to wear your jersey you better believe that I was the happiest person on this whole entire planet. I loved the attention of everyone asking me “Who’s jersey is that?!” and I loved being able to proudly respond “Chris Armstrong!”. I’m serious, I don’t think I stopped smiling that entire Friday.
So, I guess that’s the day that I first started falling for you.
So how was my day?
It was a half day at school, so that was a good start. It was horribly boring, however, but that’s always the case. Is it sad to say that I wish my teachers gave me more work? I just sit around class all day and I have nothing to do and it makes school just DRAG on. I think the only thing pulling me through this week is the fact that I get to see you this weekend. I absolutely cannot wait for you to be back in your spot on my bed and body is back in its spot right up against yours. I wish I could be married to and living with you, starting our family and life together right now, but I know that we’ll get there eventually, and we’ll have forever to live it out.
I hope your day was amazing.
Sleep good tonight Googliebear.
MAHHHHHHHHHH!
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